What I'm stressed out about is family, school, and myself. My family and I don't communicate so well as if you imagine another family household. There's a language barrier between me and them, things wouldn't be clearly told or expressed and would lead to unhappy events. With this barrier it feels as If i can't know what they would expect out of me, it seems I can never really satisfy them which stresses me out.
School is complimentary to my family view upon me, "you have to do well to be successful", If i'm not performing good enough there isn't much of support, but more of criticism of not doing as well as other children. School is the education that can make you become better and successful in life, but it seems more like it ruins me to be part of a family.
I feel like I can do better but it seems like even if i decided to do better and work hard for it there's nothing to really show for it.
I haven't really done anything to try and alleviate stress, it just seems to be there and I have managed to keep it at a common thing I feel everyday. Taking it day by day is all I feel like i can do, but i also decided to use volunteering as a stress reliever .
I'm looking forward to being able to volunteer since this is something i found can be a stress relieve for me. Working with children and seeing how happy they can be makes me think that I can be as happy as they are in about anything they do.
Awww, so touching, Peter! Things WILL get better! Just continue doing things that will make you happy, and look towards your exciting and adventurous future!
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